I am in a state of transit. In the form of my physical body I am on a train to Princeton. My life is moving from one city to another, and my mind and soul are just trying to keep up. This visit to New York, the interim between old and new is feeling a bit like being stuck in limbo. My last days in Washington were a flurry of activity, but now my bags are packed and I'm ready to go. I need to use this time to relax my mind and calm my body but my thoughts are constantly racing and my dreams are filled with signs of stress. Last night I dreamt I hadn't packed and had to drive a great distance to the airport, nearly missing my flight because with the addition of a bicycle, I had too many belongings to take with me (can I even ride a bicycle?). Anyways, a few more days in limbo and I'm off to create a new reality in Ireland.
Ps. Thanks new York family for letting me visit!
Hope you can take a few deep breaths in the next couple days. Just keep reminding yourself that you are ok. You will not miss your plane and you do not have too much stuff...really!!
ReplyDeleteYou could leave a few springy shoes or outfits in NY and we could bring them when we come in March if necessary though. Have fun with Elizabeth!